OMG I did it! My first time anal!

For a long time I was torn by the thought of getting my ass fucked. Now I finally dared. After I was horny ass licked, we started very gently. But what he then did to me was amazing. With what stamina he hammered his stick into my ass... disgusting, but damn cool. Now my ass needs a rest, but I pulled it off and how. Would you have deflowered me that hard, or would you have been more careful with me the first time? I'm excited for your answers. Have fun watching ... and jerk off.