Oskuld träning: Bara händer

Hi, can we talk?... I've been having some.. thoughts, lately. And, urges...I guess. Well, all my friends talk about are their boyfriends, and their.. experiences... I haven't ever dated! I'm so clueless when my friends talk about all these boy things. What do I need to do? I'm pretty enough, right? You're always telling me how pretty I've grown. So how do I get boys' attention? I finally feel ready for a boyfriend, and I still don't even know what to do if I got one! Can you teach me what boys want? I'll do everything you say. Please, just a little bit?... What if I.. just used my hands? Uhm!! That way, it's not so wrong, right? I promise not to tell. I really want to learn the right way, please! I don't want to be a virgin forever!