Forever a Gavat

You look into the mirror as you stroke your dick, lost in the humiliation and self-loathing that you feel. Your eyes well up with tears as you recognize the truth that women always choose men who are better than you, cuckolding you in the process. You know that you will never be good enough for them, and it breaks your heart. The more you humiliate and degrade yourself, the harder your dick gets, the pain robbing you of any dignity and leaving you fully aware of how utterly powerless you are. No words can ever express the depth of your self-hatred, yet still, you continue to beg for more as you beg for money to pay for your continued humiliation.